Princessxinyun Birthday (8 Dec)

"Wish her happy birthday". Princess xinyun.

Can't go to Penang celebrate with her. So, wish her " Pretty and healthy forever"

She said wants be celebrating one month.

读书和工作能力是倆回事

知道的是很多部落客还是在职学生。当然勤力读书是必要的。因为那是一种回报父母亲的办法，和对未来美好社会的责任。如果没有具备一点基本知识，那就太对不起前人的努力和贡献了。

我本身在职是学生的日子不长。大概是十二年左右。那是小学和中学而已。好像和现在的职位不相符。我本身是自修，那并不等于读书不重要而是以前家里经济不允许。

在职场很长时间，也面试了不少年轻人，我不知道他们在什么儇境毕业。不过他们的态度和能力真的很让人置疑。 其实在我看来，文凭只是一枝锁匙而已。那只不过助你打开第一道门，和给你一个机会. 如果你不把握住这个机会，本身有多大能力也是枉然。

犹记得我还是小职员时，从来不会要求什么。只因为自己知道能力不够。学习是最大目标。有了施行能力，才能有机会。所以读书和工作能力是倆回事。

爱在左右 (love is beside)

爱在左右，你会选左，还是选右。那左右为难的心情，很为难，很矛盾。当你有选择权利时，你是幸运的。当你没有选择权利时，你是可怜的,没有办法也要忍痛去接受。


其实人生就是充满无奈，爱在左右就好像路在左右，一定要选择。

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While both side is Love.You must make a choice, the left one or right one. This feeling caught you in a dilemma. Normally, when you have the rights to choose, you are lucky. When you do not have the rights to choose, you are suffer.

In fact, life is already full of frustration. Its like a love hanging in middle of the road, forced you must make a immediate decision.

离家

家真的很好，想一想明年可能我就要离家了。我最不下的是家里的二老，但为了以后的退休生活费用，一定要想一想。不是没有离过家，但那父母还年轻，也没有牵心的感觉。


当然现在已经计划，时间是快了一点，但好过没有准备。一定要好好想一想。

一定要好好想一想! ! 一定要好好想一想!!!

如果 (IF)

如果可以，我愿意。
如果可能，我愿意。
如果能够忘记，我也愿意。

当世上有了如果，没可能也变为可能时，
你愿意吗？
当世上没有了如果，可能也变为没可能时，
你愿意吗？
其实你早有答案，但那答案却是＜如果＞。

If can, I do.
If possible, I do.
If will forget,I will do so.

While a world with a IF, Impossible be turned possible.
Do you agree?
While a world without a IF, Possible be turned impossible.
Do you agree?
Actually there is an answer,but the answer is .

祈望, 失望,希望

人要做到无欲无求是多么困难，口说容易做时难。所以很多部落客在他们的header 写下他们的心中梦想。男的希望成为王子，女的希望是公主。

其实本身也是他们一份子，看了他们的梦想，想帮忙却有心无力。只能独叹奈何！

有理想和梦想是好事，只能祈望现实不好把每一个都给失望。那人间就有希望。

月到中秋

晚上坐在家里时, 耳里听到外面有一把声音转入，那是一个小贩叫卖声。

月到中秋，其实要买的人很少。只因为每个家这时已买了月饼，就不会在夜里再买东西吃。那小贩明知道生意不好为什么还要叫卖呢？不过我是明白的，那是可能家里需要钱来开饭。 手停口停是穷人家必然规律，当然这不是好像某种人只是会抱怨而不做，只是命运如此不济，只能独叹奈何!

这种心情，是妈妈和我说：以前家里有一年三十晚，妈也很努力的在摆卖，只因为家里已没钱吃饭。所以人有没有幸福，是靠努力奋斗而不是只说不做。

月到中秋，是好事但回忆里要有感恩才能记得前人的牺牲，亲情才能永久。

MSN

今天已经是用MSN和网友交流的第二个月，其实在很久以前我本身已懂得用MSN。不过讨厌的用JARING下载时，电脑拼命当机。那时用电脑来赌足球当然不可以当机, 所以就没有下载。

上俩个月，朋友要求下才在msn里重新注册。新的MSN和以前不同了。它多了许多新功能，也令我迷惘了一阵。在我的日常生活中，和人交际是必需的。所以平常在家就越来越少说话，去年，我本身的好朋友和哥哥先后离世，也令我品尝到人生在世的无奈和身不由己。

犹记得已经很长时间没有伤心和流泪的感觉，而那时恰是我很多年以后的伤心流泪,也令我暂时不想和外界进一步接触。幸运的我在很小就经历无数的磨练，所以也比别人更快复原。

当然在MSN 里的朋友，我想回保持一段距离。所以在MSN里不会有太多的联系，当然XinYun 是唯一的例外。

平静如画

最近以来，生活过得马马虎虎，没有惊喜没有悲哀。当然这像一池湖水永远平静如画。

没有风景秀丽和风景优美的情景，只有清静。那种淡然，那种平和，只有你身临其境才能体会。

如果你问我 ：我享受吗？坦白说我很享受！！！

A Special Dreams

Do you ever dream a same things?

For me, I am experience it. Because while you are really concetrated on certain matter, the dreams may brings you a back recall.

Of course, now i am already have enough experience in life. Hence, i am seldom have any dreams in my sweet sleep.

There is a peace of minds life. I love it!!!!!!!!!!

Be Touching (感动)

A lot of people said that, wants have a touching feel is not that easy. But, sometime you are not aware that second or that minute you have been felt touched. While you are decided to recall that movement of memory, that is too late or be past.

Recently had watching a drama, The story got a couple separated due to man had another lover. Finally, man was aware and felt regreted. Hence, he had writing a dairy day by day and wished that lady could forgive him. But unfortunately,an accident happen on man. Finally the wish was forever gone.

Last few days, if you ever ask me do I have feel touched? My answer could be “NO”. Now, I really think about the question. A month ago, she was started wait me wake up in the morning and say “Bye” to her. Although she claimed that she could not be sleep. But, I should appreciated that the greeting from morning.

Be honest, I been touched. I personally do not know how long it can be continue like above. But, I can guarantee that, this movement of time is my forever sweetie memory.

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人总会说，其实要感动很难。但有时，已经在某一时刻，某一秒感动了， 自己也不知道。当你决定和意识到时，那已太迟，后悔也来不及。

前几天，看了溏心风暴。女主角知道男主角为了她写了无数的日记。希望他可原谅他。但最终祈望难圆。
再说回来，自己每天在临上班时，遥远的她在MSN 里等我和她说<晚安>。前几天，如果您问我会感动吗？我可能不知道也可能说不会。但不知不觉中，其实我已被感动了。
如您再问我， 这种关系会联系长吗。对我来说，那已经不重要，我不懂怎样表达谢意，也不懂怎样做。我只要珍惜这一分一秒，这<感动>已经深深埋藏在我心里。

长大

看了Lingling 的故事，是不是每个女孩子必经历的过程。不过这是一件好事。每个人都要长大。
有经历过，以后必定更强。

为什么？

当没有地铁的时候，痴痴的等。一双没有力的双脚，抖擞的。睁开眼睛，无助无力在看。

为什么老爷车不中用？为什么你不帮我？为什么没有第二选择？为什么你不帮我？

那无力的感觉，从心里发出来。是很累。

灯光

曾经把几许记忆，偷偷忘记，也不要想起。
其实我没有忘记，也不会忘记。

当夜深人静，无奈的，偷偷想起。你时常在我心里，
不管是早晨或晚上。不管你在那里，不管你在何方,
你是我的全部,像闪亮星光于我灯光。

"""Jiani 的文采"""和 """"我的粗口"""

Jiani 是一个我欣赏的女部落客，她的文采很好。当然这世界里还有很多好女部落客, 而我并不知道。

但文采可以代表一个人的思想。也可以从中看品格和修养。所以这才难能可贵。

相反的， 我本身是一个很会说 粗口的人。所以更会佩服有修养的人。

所以有文采也有修养的人， 绝不容易也很困难可以看到。

｛粗口成章｝是我一路来的习惯. 当然有一些场合和工作时,我也会收口。不为了什么,只为了尊重这场合和主人翁。所以从我写文章的角度来衡量我是斯文,是不对的.

不过有一点可以肯定，从我所写的内容应该知道我不会是那种＂己所不宜,勿施于人＂的人类。哈哈

Dream Was Created

My dreams always were created by own mind.
I am Hate to be that.
My dreams always were created by my eye.
I also Hate i was saw that.

BEEP!!! BEEP!!!

Wake up My Mind.

BEEP!!!! BEEP!!!

OPEN My EYE WATCH CAREFULLy.

That is MY STUPID Dream.

REST

Rest, for you

To plans your future
To dream your future
To decide your future


To avoid your mistake
To analyst your mistake
To rectify your mistake

To view your sweeties home
To view the surrounding beautiful picture
To view your beloved parents

To end your hate
To end your tears
To end your pain

The approach well meaning of “stop” in your life guided you understand more in your life.

写了英语稿以后的心情

写了许多英语稿在网上，自己也觉得惭愧。本来从小会华语的人, 反而要用第二语文来写. 是不是很可悲.

今天狠下心肠，跑去了书买了一本字典来重新学习.

写了许多关于女部落客的文章。 我发觉到

a) 原来女子比较大方
b) 原来女子更易会达感情
c) 原来女子易和人分享乐趣和悲哀

当然每一个人都想成为一个成功的人,但要付出一定代价. 男孩没那勇气和大方。我本人一定不可能.

Dreams to be Good Trader

I have a dream, in the investment maret be a Good Trader. But this is no easy.

As i aware, to be good trader, i must have: -

a) Well know all investment instrument
b) Well know all business enviroment
c) Sufficient capital
d) Read all the daily news

Apart of the above, i believed still need a lot others conditions to fulfil. But only the above conditions already need my life time to accumulate it.

So, is it a dream to be a good trader?

My Heart, My Tears and My Dreams

Do u have an experience?

That is while u r meet a right song, people, book or enviroment. That will brimgs a surprise wonder emotion.That kind of feeling is hard elaborated out by word and descripe by u mouth.

Sometime, the decision and problem seems like auto disapear in the minute. The day, the time and the movement, feel relaxing surround you entire body.
That second, in

MY HEART
OUT OF MY IMAGINATION
NON STOP.

MY TEARS
OUT OF CONTROL RUNNING
NON STOP.

MY DREAMS
SEEM LIKE NON STOP
COME TRUE.

Beautiful Girl Blogger

What is Love

In fact,

“Love” is accept
“Love” is tolerance
“Love” is scarify
“Love” is Eternity
“Love” is selfish
“Love” is diversify

"时光不可能倒流"

时光不可能倒流，失去的爱也不可能回头，其实无论怎么样的锥心之痛，都会被时间所愈合。当疼痛过去，回头看看，也许我们反而不明白当时为何那么心痛，爱就是这样，有爱就会有痛，这就是爱情的感觉，爱情太美了，所以上帝要给爱情中的人一点痛来保持平衡。

A lot of people claimed that love is eternity. But, if you know enjoy and taste it. That will brings a lot of funs. The process of love full of meaning due to adustment.

Is "painful", there is a taste of love.
Is "sweet", there is a taste of love.

While the memory of live consist of it. You are earn it. There are " NOTHING U LOSE IN YOUR LIFE"

Many many Dreams

If you have many many dreams, does not means that your are aggressive. No dreams is good because you are suceed.

But as a human being, have dreams only can motivate you step ahead. Like Google, 2 young man support by the dream created a multi million business.

Like Mr Bill Gate, create a microsoft program help human change the lifestyle. A lot of example telling us, dreams attached with success.


Brother and sister, "" Do you mind have dreams".

Buy a Dream House is your Full Life Responsible

买房子或公寓大概是许多人这辈子最赚钱的事了。相对于其他投资方面来看，买房子有两大优点无人能及：
一是你自己可以住在里面。二是房子在你进驻的同时还能增值，不管你是不是借钱买来的。

接下来让我们仔细计算一下。房屋有个特性，就是它增值的幅度几乎和通膨是相同的。
从这样的观点来看，你只有损益两平。但是，当你付了20%的头期款，从银行那里贷款了80%的资金后，你可能需要花上15年至20年的时间来偿清债务。

这段期间多长，完全要看你与银行间达成的协定而定。在此同时，你自己又住在房子里，不太需要去担心不动产行情如何，至少不需要像担忧股价回档或崩溃那样提心吊胆。只要住在里面，你的房子就会自动增值，你还不需要为这个增值付出资本利得税，而且你还有一生一次换屋可以享用的税赋优惠——就是卖屋后不需要缴所得税。
比方说，当你买了一间价值10万令吉的房子，第一年你的房子就会增值3千令吉，你可能会觉得这样的报酬率和放在银行订存里并无二致。但买房子的好处在于，你只需要先付出2万令吉就可买下价值10万令吉的房屋，因此，这个房子的报酬率应该不是3%，而是15%。

当然，随着时间的流逝，还是得为房贷付出利息费用，但至少这些利息支出在年终报税时还可以作为减税之用，对个人理财务很有帮助。而当还清全部房贷时，等于是增加了对这间房子的投资额，是另外一种储蓄的方式，只是一般人多半不这么认为。而如果你的放贷是15年，你也在里面住了15年，则当付清10万令吉贷款时，随着每年3%的增值，你的房子的价值已经增加到15万797令吉。

Pls do some budget before buying a house.

Dream in Italy

***********Dream Place***********

The south of Italy, especially Basilicata, is the real Italy. Still undiscovered and with a true identity. Maratea, 180Km south of Naples is the jewel in the crown. Well known to Italians and with many exclusive holiday homes and a harbour full of millionaires' yachts - this is the place to be.

**********surprise************


Aother peaceful time in your life

It’s true. Behind the veil of sleep lies an incredible new world of excitement… adventure… and exquisitely intense pleasure to explore and experience.

But, how do we awaken this amazing realm to fully enjoy such thrilling otherworldly experiences?

And, how do we bring the memory of our fantastic adventures back with us into waking reality… to understand, savor and enjoy?

The Dream is become reliaty

Not easy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Difficult!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Problem!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is it a joke!!!!!!!!!!!

Really!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


The above reaction for humanity bring you in doubt!!!!!!!!!!

Dream ? Dream ? Dream !!

The basic dream of me My house should be located at a lake and surrounding by natural enviroment.

Ah ha, that is not a easy job. Dream always is a dreams. Petrol and Electricity shut up higher. It already impact my routine life.

Dreams always is a dream, can not melt it to you life. But always be hit you heard frequently.

The breave of mine will stop. But my dream has been painted in my heart.

R U have same feeling??????????????

Do you need a home without a room

That is easy, please goto japan looking for it. In the toyko, the living cost is high. If your waste space to partition, you room and hall become small or smallest.

In the Malaysia, while you decide built a big house out of the city or town. It can easily found that.

So, if you had owned a big land. You can design it and built it. The dream house can be day by day or year to year to build. As long as you are long age.

Haha, the dream is started from a piece a land. Do you have it now??????

A Bird Without Legs

When u r can not stay a place longer, you are (A bird without Legs)

When u r feel bore, you are like ( A lonely fish in the river)

When you are found some one loving you, You are a tree with full of leave.

Hence, life is going on. How to describe of meaningfull life and clourful life actually depend on youself.

Will you want to be A Bird Without Legs.

A Dream House

If you are born into this world. you need a place for you to relax.

But, creative human design a various type house to meet your requirement. Normally, if you feel tired, in you mind will tell you back to your home.

A house = Home.

My dream house in mind already design and built 12 years ago. But there is a dream.
The dream when can honor it, i really do not know.

A pink color house. A darkness house, A 12 rooms house. A big hall house.

All is a dreams